Homicidal Maniac

Hi, Ya'll!
How the heck are you? I hope everyone is having an absolutely splendid Friday. I feel like this has been one of the longest days of my life! I don't know why but I have not been sleeping very well the last couple of nights. I hate that. At least if I did something I shouldn't have, I would have a reason for the sleeplessness but, unfortunately it's just one of those things. If I didn't have to work it would be one thing, but it is really difficult to be chipper and nice to people on the phone when you're not feeling it. Downright impossible. I'll probably get some low scores on my QA's but oh well. Everyone has an off day on occasion.
Anywho, I was sitting here thinking about a cute little status that I found yesterday and posted on Facebook that actually tickled me quite a bit. It said WARNING: To avoid suffocation, keep my hands away from your neck. That pretty much sums it up for me today. I guess the Good Lord decided to give me a thorn in my side who I always think of when I see something like that. It would probably delight these people to no end to think they drive me crazy sometimes but they'd never admit it. As a matter of fact, they try to do everything in there power to convince people that I'm the crazy one. *maniacal laugh* Whatever. If I'd have know 28 years ago that I would be having these problem I would have handled it quite differently right at the get-go. Charles has a saying "If I'd have killed her when I wanted to, I'd be out by now". Yeah, you get the picture. I sometimes daydream about how perfect my life would have been. But then the Lord speaks to me, much to my chagrin, and tell me that life isn't supposed to be perfect here on earth. That steel sharpens steel. And that His Grace is sufficient for me. He reminds me of all the blessings that I have. A wonderful husband, children & grandchildren, great health. Especially now that I've lost this weight. My extended family, sisters, brothes, neices, nephews, etc. I've decided that those people are not worth another minute of my time. I have a lot of living left to do and I want to get away from all the negative ugliness and embrace love and laughter, praise & joy to the utmost.
Now before you go thinking I've turned into St. Theresa or something, don't forget that I still grew up in Cicero so there are still times when I pray that the Lord would just let me get a few good punches in. *Sigh* He says leave that up to Him, He packs a much bigger wallop! I have to agree.
If you guys have any advice to give me on ways to get over this easier or want to get even for me (JK) please share them with me. I really value your input. When we share these things, we all learn and grow.
I love ya'll bunches!